Hurting

Hurting is really so hard and fills you're head with hate,

You hate what you are feeling and love the feeling you hate;

Hurting can be an unfortunate set of events that just has to happen,

Or hurting can be mean and purposefully vindictive just to make you happy.

Really it is a nasty feeling of having to do what you don’t want to do,

Hurting so much when it happens there is no way you think you can come through;

Doing and being the hurting you have to do and be makes no sense to me,

But that is an example of the unfairness of life and just what has to be.

When heaven turns to hell and nothing is an easy as people hurting,

So it seems to me to be money on paradise with so much hating;

And it's a crazy kind of sin that you really want to do and hate to be,

But the pleasure is in the satisfaction of hurting someone for self gain.

And I hate myself so much just to think that I can hurt another person,

But I know it will happen so what can I do but everything right on the pension;

And not matter how hard or how much it costs you know you have to come through,

Because you're life depends on living and when it's hurting you really know you're living.

And there’s no real solution or seemingly answers to the problem,

But just to love instead of hate take it too easy and die not to hurt;

For the problem of wanting and needing is a greed and a creed,

And that is a language for the advantage with all you read and lead.

So hurting I'm afraid unfortunately is a little bit f a necessary evil,

When you want to live a long time and a lot of money just to live;

And so it goes if I hurt I know I will be hurt in the end,

So it's better if I cannot hurt you and just try and make you my friend.

Signed,

I’ll pay later