PERSONAL ENDEAVOURS
FOR MEANING AND INSPIRATION
I have written books of poetry about Parsifal and his quest for meaning, understanding and enlightenment, which I have taken upon myself in the pursuit of logical answers for the healing and causes of schizophrenia which I have suffered from, now since diagnosis in mid 1985, brought about by follow the ways of sin and the world since Nov 1979. This is primarily a website for reading literature and not for selling books, however there are some paper back books for sale. I am on a disability pension and I am hoping to achieve the status of being socially right and acceptable where the cure for the illness comes and the responsibility of indepenence and the importance of self supportance arrives..
In Jan 1986 I was baptised as a Christian Believer and I can remember back to 1970 when on my 10th birthday I started writing and wrote for two months continually everyday at school of what I thought and still think to be The Bible and I am now 53 and still single, just waiting for the right woman to come along into my life or me find her and marry. I still have to challenge my mental thinking, as to which, if I am fit and right minded in the eyes of others, being achknowledged as The Original Author.
The picture you see of me at Bald Head, Stanwell Tops makes me feel like the depiction in Isaiah 53. "He was led like a lamb to the slaugther''. But like The Messiah, It is a picture of Christ's Glorious Kingdom in resurection victory. Theoretically! If a leader is meant to lead, they will know whether they are led or to lead. The question has to be asked continuously, to be answered in the mind of the leader. I am following or do I have to lead?
While it is obviously wrong in your eyes I can see it clearly in mine. So, Well, Yes it is hard! You decide! I must pursue God's calling, as he is the one who gives me all strength, so that the wisdom I possess is logical and reasonable to follow as requested and suggested. As it is in the pursuit of right, that there is truth and meaning in the living of everyday life for whatever being it's appearance or cause.
For then, JUSTICE AND FAIRNESS PREVAIL.
I plan to expound and extrapolate the depth of meaning in this as time evolves and expand with answers to the many questions of the origin of life and everything as the needs of time and money arise, but for now settle down and enjoy it the way it is. I try here to explain and express the difference between a stable and sound mind and one of irrationality that establishes intellectual thought in logical ideas of poetry and in other literature.
The dialogue that formulates understandable discussion shows the mental sanity that the reproduction of writing can do to make a person right and in control of their thought. This shows being able to relate with people and demonstrate responsible relationships as a human being in society and the world of economic and environmental circumstances, in order to interact and demonstrate intelligent ideas and answers to questions of life that are worthy to be passed on and respected as acceptable and congruent or inline with doing things in the correct way of diplomatic procedure and the general way of thinking. In which through, kindness, honesty, care and respect, show affection for finding friendly faith and love in hope for a relationship with admonishment to attain the right to be respected.
Parsifal is on a mission to discover and reveal truth and the reality of right thinking by understanding and discovering the source of meaningful represtentation of facts expressed as logically and accepted doctrine that portrays an image of ideal conception.The way things have been done may not always be nessecarily right but with exploration and realizing the error of our ways, we can write them into a right relationship and being. If we bellieve that things are possible, then there is a good chance that they are and once they are tested and produced they need time to fullfil there destiny, but if they are tried and wrong they end up on the scrap heap.
It is a bit like this with writing, in that the money only comes when the beauty and brilliance supercede the dullnes of stupidity and life becomes more purposeful and reasonable. Please fell free to explore and digest the many ways that Parsifal looks at life and if you can add him to your list of favourites and follow his daily walk and path of literary understanding in the meaningful pursuit of discerning wisdom from foolishness.
Enjoy and God Bless. Darel.
