Loneliness

Cost in a world without hope or dreams,
Doubting my heart in all things it seems;
Come in to emptiness and nothing to know,
I have found loneliness and it's starting to show.

Going within now all seems so bleak,
Trouble my friend and everything weak;
Hating what's heaven and loving what's hard,
All my defences are down with my guard.

Deep in depression a world full of naught,
Shock and the horror for all that I fought;
Down in the depths of problems and despair,
All has gone rotten nothing seems fair.

This is what loneliness really means to me,
God all I've got and all seems to be free;
Does it not matter what company we share;
Friendship like brothers all thinking in care,

Is life that bad, am I really alone,
Who is my neighbour that man over the phone;
When I look into myself I find you are there,
Knowing in my heart that you really do care.

There's nothing the matter it's all plagues on my mind,
That hope for a person who is perfectly kind;
Amazing it is all my needs are instilled,
And the truth is that Jesus is seeing me fulfilled.

Loneliness I guess all I can do is blame myself,
That I had not got down and gone out of the shelf;
To make friends and meet people I really must try,
For it would be a sad thing to remain lonely and die.

Signed,

My special friend